im back in singapore...heee
since like 25 dec 4.30pm
went back home
slept a lil then went work
work sucks
my pay still havent come
sucks cocks
today supposed to have dxo gathering
but im sick and penniless and no mood
meimei not going also


but it doesnt matter
cause im gonna fetch my baby girl from work
HEHE
hang on babeh
hubby fecthing u from work =))))))))







blue rose and sunflower are perfect
dont u think so babeh?
i only found 1 picture of this
u know it means what?
theres only 1 couple of us
in this universe
i love you

i cant believe it
its tomorrow
THE DAY HAS COME
im not dreaming right......
*slap* Ouch
no no im not dreaming

bangkok babey
here
i
comeeeee

<33333333333333

how i am feeling NOW:

tmr last paper for ica is stats

my brain cant comprehend any of the info
HELP ME
im very very very sick
body breaking down
oh please dont break down on wed
ive been looking forward to it


things i need to do
no1. collect passport on thur AM
no2. change baht money
no3. erm...shit i forgot but i know theres a no 3
no4. SECRET(hehehehehehehe)


i need to reformat my lappy
windows is giving me problems
windows sucks man
everyone should get a macatosh


not gonna see lil girl till thur
sob sob
im more sick now
love sick

im gonna flunk my ACCESS

woke up at 3
now its 4 and i still cant fall aslp
dammit
access ica2 at 9am
and im still awake now
hooray
my head hurts
massage anyone?
sf
af
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phhttwwww
fish i cant sleep

nothing much to say for now
stupid flu jab got me sick all over
2 days mc
but gonna go for access ica tmr
then collect passport
then go work
for now just enjoy photos of the vampire girl
i didnt know she was pretty

alice looks like this in twilight and new moon


pretty uh??she should have long hair in eclipse




twilight coming soon in june 2010

14 more days to bkk
pls pls dont screw it up
let it be a memorable one
at least if its the last

think twice think thrice think more than 4 times
but the tickets kept me from doing it
the whole world knows im crazy about u
but
theres nth to talk abt me anyway
im not cute
not good looking
not smart
not rich
just a stupid fat useless bum
maybe its natural for u to react that way
or maybe
thast just a fact that lies deep inside
and actually i should pay attn to facts
maybe we are blinded
maybe we should take a break
maybe after all
after so long
u need space
u need space to grow up
yourself
but then where do i stand
maybe i should dissolve into thin air
i always wanted to go to the moon
i still believe its made of cheese
maybe i can eat the cheese there to stay alive

school today was ok,quite fun
hui tians 2oth birthday
old aunty already HAHA
bought her a cake
i think she likes it,i THINK

and dr chia said quite afew people fail eff writing
shit hope im not 1 of them
cause the paper was quite hard
*prays HARD*

didnt meet my baby girl today
cause i had to rush for work
supposed to start at 6
went there late
started at 6.45
short of manpower
thanks uh J
put me upstairs
cause all VIPs and bosses
all scared then i this idiot have to go up
ham was the bartender upstairs
then downstairs not enough bartenders
and he went down leaving me ALONE
so almost throughout the time
i was the bartender serving the VIPs
yeah same old shit again
some nice people,some stuck up ones
and please dont insult my knowledge ok
its not as if a BARTENDER doesnt know wads a SCREWDRIVER screw u
i dont mind if he did that to me
maybe i look young and INexperience
but he did that to ham
HAHAHAHAHAHA
he was so insulted he curse and almost wanna spit into the drink
poeple please la dont try to act smart
bartenders are bartenders
if not,why are we even bartenders
and i hate people who suck up to bartenders
come one,we get that all the time
what makes you think we'll entertain you
and then when you go back to your seats
you treat the servers like shit
what is this
they deserve the same respect as us
i started from a server too
we know our stuff ok
maybe even better than the bartenders(happens in dox only)
anyway
one of the VIPs ask me drink with him
lucky i did not drink
if not i have to work DRUNKARDLY(is there such a word?)
like that day,like Fish man

overall it was an ok day for me
hopefully everything i plan turns out fine
or dont turn out so bad la ok

im saving this bit for the last
save the best of the last,aye?
even though i was busy the whole night
but in my mind
was only 1 matter
which is you babeh
my pillar of strength
my direction in life
purpose of me living on
my love
the moon was so bright and big
i cant wait
18 more days to bangkok

countdown 19 more days to bangkok
im so elated and excited
and my windows is giving me problems
i think im rebooting again
before it gives me more problems

i reeeaaallllyyyyy hope
whatever i plan will work out the way it is supposed to be
i wanna spend time there
have fun
buy alot of things
and see the nightlife
esp the ladyboys,boyboy,girlgirl,boygirl etc
singapore nightlife is SOOO boring
i wanna go to america or aussie's nightlife
confirm damn happening

and guess what?
im celebrating christmas OUTSIDE of singapore
with my LOVE one
HeHe